Cobwebs

Dusted the cobwebs off my old blog and had a read. Fuck, what an interesting experience.

First thing to hit me was how pretentious I was! I mean, I cant tell if I'm the same now, but I can definetly tell that I was then! Wow, just wow...

However, I shouldnt lie. I was happy with some of the stuff I wrote. I did get some one-liners out. And it was interesting to plot my life and the range of emotions I went through during my teenage years. It all seems so trivial in one sense, and not so in another.

The later, mainly because I know I'm still writing in mostly the same way! I know, how insane is that? The thing I havent done that I'm missing was the emotional pen-to-paper pieces I would do. Angry letters to Jacqui about depression and being a hero and so on and so forth - I could really feel those emotions again.

For the most part though; it was remember how awesome Chris and Kyle are. I can't believe that: 1. Those guys LISTENED to me when I was such a pretentious youth and 2. That the responses they gave were so amazingly insightful.

I had to SMS Kyle after I read an old MSN convo we had. God it broguht a smile to my face :D we talked so big! And yet, while that has changed slightly, our jokes are IDENTICAL. That made me happy, and calm, and so much better.

I msg'd Kyle about how awesome he is. Hope he realizes it.